Yesterday, I found out one of the PA's from my office resigned. I am not surprise. What I am surprised by, is their inability to learn. When I resigned I wrote a letter to the director of the company explaining why I was leaving. I wrote calmly, kept to facts in order that my letter be taken seriously. It wasn't. I was told I am difficult to get on with, that I simply had a personality clash with my boss. There was so much more to it. I have had my say. If they choose to ignore, it's their business. My predecessor left due to an unsatisfactory relationship with my boss. He only lasted 13 months. I put up with it for 4 years. I still feel upset, I felt forced to resign. I may call the PA today, just to say I wish her well. There isn't much point in saying anything else. We know what the issues are.
Yesterday I lost a little confidence, I know I am a very good employee, in the right environment. I need to try and stay positive. It isn't easy. I have always struggled with self confidence. It is funny, the last 12 months have been very difficult. I have gained a lot, I feel a lot stronger as a person having come through it successfully. Things at home are now sorted emotionally which helps a lot. There is just this current hurdle, at the moment I don't seem to be able to get over it. I have been avoiding it for a few weeks, I need to face it. At the moment I'm standing next to it with my hand resting on the bar.
Hurdles are not bad things, without a few challenges life would be pretty dull. I am hoping for just as small window of the dull life to appear.
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